telling lies can be so terrible! i do not mean to do it.... but i told my AGM that i will be working in the bank. and it seems that everybody who knows me knows that i will be working in the bank. not this case at all! i have not got a job in the bank. i know the logic: 说了第一个谎，就要说另一个谎来圆第一个谎. this is just like snowballing.... i feel soooo bad.... everytime i tell a lie. HELP. *tired and afraid*
i have been waiting THE CALL for days. will i receive it eventually? i know working in a bank may not be easy but can i try?! this feeling is drowning me.... i hate the feeling of hopes being smashed. i am generally not a patient person when it comes to things like that, when i am waiting eagerly for something. i am serving my two weeks notice now but why am i not happy? i have been looking at numerous figures.... i am seeing stars now.... ****
i just want to be happy. why is that so difficult? (不自量力，不知足)
telling lies can be so terrible! i do not mean to do it.... but i told my AGM that i will be working in the bank. and it seems that everybody who knows me knows that i will be working in the bank. not this case at all! i have not got a job in the bank. i know the logic: 说了第一个谎，就要说另一个谎来圆第一个谎. this is just like snowballing.... i feel soooo bad.... everytime i tell a lie. HELP. *tired and afraid*
i have been waiting THE CALL for days. will i receive it eventually? i know working in a bank may not be easy but can i try?! this feeling is drowning me.... i hate the feeling of hopes being smashed. i am generally not a patient person when it comes to things like that, when i am waiting eagerly for something. i am serving my two weeks notice now but why am i not happy? i have been looking at numerous figures.... i am seeing stars now.... ****
i just want to be happy. why is that so difficult? (不自量力，不知足)
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