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here it goes again. my thrash ground for me to dump all my grumbles. second time, i heard the same thing. why? it may be good. you prepare me for the worst. but it is bad too! do you know how disappointed and upset i am? crying in office again. and you. are you behaving differently in front of her? why can't you encourage me just a little during appraisal? i just want a pat on my shoulder. to acknowledge all that i have done. and all you did, 落井下石. what do you mean i should put in more effort? haven't i read through the things and confirmed my understanding with you?

do i like audit?

yes. so please. can you do me a favour by keeping my passion going? i can work hard and late. but all these are tiring me out. i no longer feel the need to work hard and to produce deliverables. i work late because i have no choice. my passion has been shaken by you. i am now thinking of moving on. to another audit firm, or internal audit, or accounts. anywhere will be better. seriously and honestly, i take things easier know. just a 平常心 in doing everything. it will be over soon.

and thanks to people who like to wag tongue. stop it. i know i am pitiful but i don't need your pity. do you want the whole world to know the state i am in? hard to confide. how? who can i trust in my unit? and i am the sort of person who needs to talk to somebody. can you please don't change this side of my character?

in summary, i am breaking down. i need time. to lead the kind of life, the kind of life i used to lead. will lady luck fall on me? pull me out of these and give me a better job, satisfactory salary, prospects and a pleasure working environment. is this really such a bad year for oxen? or for me only? i am lost. where is the gleam of light? i am struggling.

*congratulations* jovin and pei san! although you may not see this. they are getting engaged soon! and i mean very soon! i am really very very very very happy for you. i was so sorry that i was not there when you broke the news to the rest of the eight immortals. the first of my friends marrying! we know it. he is your soulmate. and we know, you will walk side by side, hand in hand, for the rest of your lives.

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