was quite calm this time round. perhaps it comes with experience?
still, a sense of loss came over me though not as strong as the past. beginning to adapt but still, goodbye. the environment is nice, most colleagues are quite nice, though some people have their mood at some time but i couldn't care much. benefits and culture are generally good too.
the problem is my job scope. i am handling the accounts of a foreign subsidiary. too foreign? or culture difference? i feel so cui at times. when your efficiency depends on other's efficiency. yes, we have control over them. but remotely. is that good enough? and he is not there five times a week. to make things worse, we have time difference. i wonder what are the actual hours we work together.
sometimes, i feel like an entry level staff, doing the groundwork. ain't i supposed to oversee the accounts? i am the only staff doing it, fine. sometimes, i feel like an accountant, handling the full set and tasks the sfm delegates to me.
but in the long run, i don't really see the career advancement opprtunities. this position doesn't require another staff. even if i am promoted in the future, i may still be doing the same things, and the accounts of this subsidiary, which i can't picture myself doing say, for the next three years. i won't say this position is not value-adding. i did learn much. understanding of the elements of a full set of accounts. hope these can be enhanced in the next career move.
had it not been the job scope, leaving won't cross my mind.
but as usual, something that i don't bear will be the people, nice people.
people may think i job hop, and i may be job hopping. but i swear and i cross my heart, i do not like it too, i want to find my comfort zone too, a place where i can perform. it just happens that i am always down on my luck. you may think that i am finding excuses. whatever.i only know that you never try, you never know. how do you know what is suitable for you if you don't do it? nothing is ever wrong. for me, if i don't find it suitable, that's it. and through these years, it is either the work environment is killing me, not much of job advancement opportunities, wrong choice of job nature, seeking a change, or i seriously don't enjoy my work. out of any of the above reasons, i don't see a point hanging in the position without motivation. and who doesn't want to have a sense of belonging in the company? i yearn that too. and don't you want to enjoy what you are doing? i would like to reinforce again that i honestly and seriously want my next job to be something that i am willing to do in the long run, or at least a few years. and i want to receive my first full bonus. of course, salary is an issue, so hopefully there will be some decent increment.
money is important, this is something i have learned these years, after i stepped into the social circle; after i become and adult; after i realised earning, saving and and spending powers mean so much; and after we decide to save for our future.
in addition, judging from my age, time to find something long term. i admit, i am not that young anymore.
don't have much time to waste for job hopping.
luck for this year is so far, quite good *cross fingers*, so lady luck, please, grant me a nice job for the long run, please.
niam niam, we will work hard towards our future, right? strive in work and save money!
and a hearty congratulations to commencement of your new job~!
jia you! it may be tougher but i know you can do it. gald that you're lovin' it! i will always be there behind you. don't forget your TiTi.
was quite calm this time round. perhaps it comes with experience?
still, a sense of loss came over me though not as strong as the past. beginning to adapt but still, goodbye. the environment is nice, most colleagues are quite nice, though some people have their mood at some time but i couldn't care much. benefits and culture are generally good too.
the problem is my job scope. i am handling the accounts of a foreign subsidiary. too foreign? or culture difference? i feel so cui at times. when your efficiency depends on other's efficiency. yes, we have control over them. but remotely. is that good enough? and he is not there five times a week. to make things worse, we have time difference. i wonder what are the actual hours we work together.
sometimes, i feel like an entry level staff, doing the groundwork. ain't i supposed to oversee the accounts? i am the only staff doing it, fine. sometimes, i feel like an accountant, handling the full set and tasks the sfm delegates to me.
but in the long run, i don't really see the career advancement opprtunities. this position doesn't require another staff. even if i am promoted in the future, i may still be doing the same things, and the accounts of this subsidiary, which i can't picture myself doing say, for the next three years. i won't say this position is not value-adding. i did learn much. understanding of the elements of a full set of accounts. hope these can be enhanced in the next career move.
had it not been the job scope, leaving won't cross my mind.
but as usual, something that i don't bear will be the people, nice people.
people may think i job hop, and i may be job hopping. but i swear and i cross my heart, i do not like it too, i want to find my comfort zone too, a place where i can perform. it just happens that i am always down on my luck. you may think that i am finding excuses. whatever.i only know that you never try, you never know. how do you know what is suitable for you if you don't do it? nothing is ever wrong. for me, if i don't find it suitable, that's it. and through these years, it is either the work environment is killing me, not much of job advancement opportunities, wrong choice of job nature, seeking a change, or i seriously don't enjoy my work. out of any of the above reasons, i don't see a point hanging in the position without motivation. and who doesn't want to have a sense of belonging in the company? i yearn that too. and don't you want to enjoy what you are doing? i would like to reinforce again that i honestly and seriously want my next job to be something that i am willing to do in the long run, or at least a few years. and i want to receive my first full bonus. of course, salary is an issue, so hopefully there will be some decent increment.
money is important, this is something i have learned these years, after i stepped into the social circle; after i become and adult; after i realised earning, saving and and spending powers mean so much; and after we decide to save for our future.
in addition, judging from my age, time to find something long term. i admit, i am not that young anymore.
don't have much time to waste for job hopping.
luck for this year is so far, quite good *cross fingers*, so lady luck, please, grant me a nice job for the long run, please.
niam niam, we will work hard towards our future, right? strive in work and save money!
and a hearty congratulations to commencement of your new job~!
jia you! it may be tougher but i know you can do it. gald that you're lovin' it! i will always be there behind you. don't forget your TiTi.
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